Happy 59th Birthday.....

To the best Grandpa EVER






We LOVE you!
Kaysha and Kagan

Kaysha and Kagan wanted to have a brithday party for grandpa yesterday. So we took some balloons to the cemetery and on the way home talked about our fun memories of grandpa. They miss grandpa so much! When Kagan gets sad thinking about grandpa not being here he says, "I always think about the fun things I did with grandpa and it makes me happy". I have so much to learn from my sweet amazing kids! I love them both so much!

Two months ago today you left this earth to be our angel in heaven. Not a day goes by that I do not think about you and miss you so much! Everyone keeps telling me that with time missing you will get easier.... I am not sure that will ever happen. I wish that I could give you a great big hug and see your sweet smile! I love you so much!

Sad day for mommy...

Yesterday I picked Kagan up from his dad. He was with Blu while he was riding horses.... Usually when Kag sees his mommy he runs and give me a big hug.... WELL not this time... First of all he didn't want to go with me. Then when I talked him into coming with me I tried to pick him up and give him a hug... He said no hugs mom.. WHAT he's to little to not want to hug mommy! Then we get home and I kissed him and the little turkey tried to wipe it off. What the heck! He has always been mommy's little boy!

So that is it! He is totally GROUNDED from playing with his dad!